I'm just so not happy with whats going on. Was expecting more this year but seems like we are being left out! NEWS doesn't deserve what they are getting this year...

Happy Birthday Shige!
I hope eh matuloy na na makita kita and the rest of NEWS lol

Its my first time organizing an event for Shige and Massu so see you all later! ;)

Indulge me please. I'm still coming to terms to the fact that I was this close to seeing Shige. Yeah I know this is an old issue but still trying to get over it.

Krissy sent me a fan report on the SEMINAR and guess what I've got more reason to feel devastated arrggg!

Some background first before I continue. Shige's character here in this play is named LAUREN. Let me show you guys a scene from the play...

"That night, Tess comes to Lauren's room. Tess doesn't care she's not in a relationship with Lauren, she'll have sex with him if it means her paper will be written, so she immediately heads over to his bed and takes off her shirt. Lauren is hesitant and tries to get her to come over to him and calm down. He tells her to stop all this because it's not what he wants for her, he truly wants to help her write her paper. He talks to her seriously about how she has potential and has to take life into her own hands- sure she can just pay people or have sex with them and get what she wants from the now, but what if she gets old or broke? Then how can she do anything as she is now? Tess starts to break down and describe that's all she knows how to do but Lauren promises to stay with her and get this paper done, then she can be proud of it. During this pep talk he hugs her from behind while she's sitting and it's very cute ♥

They stay up all night writing the paper, and once it's done Tess is in total wonder at herself. To think someone like HER wrote a PAPER! She's motivated and excited to keep studying. Lauren gives Tess a kiss on the forehead. She hugs him and the walk off stage."

WAAAH! TESS is one of the main characters in the play.What are the chances that one of the character's name would be my name!I wanna cry! Hay can you imagine me watching and Shige calling out the name of his co-star! Wahhh! At least I would have hear how he calls out the name TESS diba! waahhh i would just imagine that's me! How would it feel sitting there hearing him call my name!

I cant help but think that this was actually my moment but I let it pass. This was it but I fate wouldn't have me go. hay damn you H1N1!

(So Shige hugged me and kissed me in the forehead huh? lol)

My heart is breaking as I am writing this entry...

Yesterday Camille and Me decided to finally let it go. We've finally decided to cancel out butai tickets and not to go to Osaka anymore. WE have been postponing coming to this decision for a week now. As much as we would like more than anything to be there but it seems circumstances are against us.

Yeah its better to be safe than to end up getting sick. We're doing this for our safety and for the safety of the people we are coming home to if ever. The H1N1 virus is no joke and so is the 300++ cases in Osaka. What are the chances of the whole thing clearing up in a couple of weeks right?

Its kinda depressing because it came at a time just as we are very certain to go and we have everything in place already. We really thought that this is it we're finally seeing Shige but then things happened and they happened fast.

Maybe its not yet the time for me to see or watch Shige. Maybe I have to wait til I see all of NEWS together in a concert. I just hope I get to have a chance again next time...

can anyone tell me how to de-stress?
going nuts! Peak seaon na and passengers are flowing nonstop
imagine having to talk to at least 150 passengers per day grr...
Then I'm training 6 new staff on top.

I need a break! (cant go on leave because we're blocked-off coz of the peak season)
Di bale isipin na lang na dapat magtrabaho at mag-ipon! baka may biglang surprise lol
just like what babyshazam said save coz we'll never know!

Thanks to Camille for the new banner!
Thanks Zaq for helping me with it!

I almost did not recognize my own LJ! lol
It's so nice and pretty! Shige is so huge! (err...I don't think that sounds right lol)
Credits to Jem for the new banner and layout. Galing mo talaga!
Thanks for refurbishing my LJ Jem! love it! muah!

I just need to post this here kasi when I saw it kinda went a little crazy lol (not as crazy when I saw Shige took his robe off in the Pacific dvd lol)
Kei-chan definitely have been working out! nice body!
This was at the Sendai concert!

Merry Christmas everyone! Its 3 in the morning, its Christmas day and here I am moping in front of the computer staring at my LJ.I've realized that I haven't posted an entry here for quite a while. No particular reason. I've been reading posts and updates but I cant seem to find the right thing to post. So bear with me while I put some of my thoughts to words.

Is it just me or maybe because I'm getting older but I somehow cant feel the holiday spirit. For me its seem like a passing blur of people doing mass-shopping and commercializing (i sound so KJ). It even got to a point that it got a bit depressing. I dunno but I've been kinda feeling like that I cant even say for what reason.

Work has been very tiring since its the holidays everyone needs a plane ticket to go somewhere. Always flanked with passengers! Wish I could get a break and finally able to use my free tickets which are proving to be not that useful since I cant even get a leave from work arrgg

Oh and this is a bit of a late reaction to something I've seen about a month ago (altho I've watched it again a week ago) I've watched Shige's scp and Krissy and Camille are right. First part of the interview you'd be laughing your head out. Shige and the things he did were just so funny. later hafh thou you cant cant help but be teary eyed. I just can imagine how bad Shige felt. But thats in the past and good thing everything's good now. Right ELITE-san? lol

This is getting too long for something random. Hopefully I will have something better to write about next time.

I had been craving for panini for the longest time and I have been pestering Ann to eat with me for quite a while too (sorry Ann).

Problem was we didn't know where to get good Panini until by chance Ann passed by Seattle's best one time and saw that they have a new menu. PANINI yey!

We finally got to what we wanted! yum! T'was good!

Nothing much happening on my birthday except that I needed to have my annual physical check-up so I spent the day at PAL Medical (how uneventful)

Thanks for everyone who greeted me today! Thanks for remembering. Love you guys!

I really loved the gift that Jem and Ann gave me. Sooo KAWAII! looks good on my phone too! love it! Thanks girls!